It’s been another week of emotional earthquakes, and I don’t know if I’m numb or shattered in the face of it all. But on Monday a little light was thrown into the disaster zone of my life. A mystery parcel arrived from an unknown sender and when I opened it, I found it full of good things and encouraging messages, including this candle.
I can’t tell you how much this thoughtful gift means to me. I will be dipping into it for weeks, and one day hopefully I can pass on the favor to someone else in need.
The package was actually sent by Michelle, aka Mummy from the Heart, the founder of the Reasons to be Cheerful linky that I have been doing since 2010. Finding positivity really does help to bring light when all else seems dark.
It also reminds me of the power of those people who brighten up or illuminate our lives in different ways.
My disabled daughter whose smile can light up a room – or even a stage – which she did last Friday when she made her acting debut at Dublin’s Helix Theatre, part of the cast of The Big Musical Mashup. I never thought I’d see my daughter on the stage, so huge thanks to her service for arranging it.
On Wednesday I attended the launch of a report designed to shine a light on some of the darker practices in Irish schools, and I was there to support one of the brave families who came forward to tell their story. Not a cheerful day, but hopefully a good day for the children of Ireland if this report leads to positive changes in the way that disabled children are treated. It can’t come soon enough.
Yesterday I brought a little light into my own life when after an emotionally difficult meeting I took myself off for some grown up time and attended an exhibition. Okay so it was an exhibition of wheelchair accessible vehicles, so still disability related, but everyone I spoke to was positive and constructive about my mad ideas for my next van, so I came home feeling hopeful that maybe one of my dreams can still come true.